Digging Up The Past

I'm not gonna lie, I have a grudge. I'm still angry at some people and I want to hold on to my hate. I can't even stand looking at pictures of these people, I don't even want to talk to them, or try to be friends. Sometimes I have these conversations in my head where I just yell at them and hope that my words will make them realize how stupid, self-righteous, and immature they are. I want to tell everybody I know what they've done to me so that they would also hate them... JESUS, TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE! I obviously still don't know the first thing about it! Teach me how to forgive. I know there isn't a relationship too far gone for Christ to restore.